So Behind

Has anyone ever felt as though they were so behind that they would never catch up? I have been feeling that way lately. I know you can't do everything, but I sure do try. With my new job I am away from home during the day when I used to do grocery shopping, eat lunch with ds, clean, go to the gym, pay bills, laundry, nap, stuff for class, and everything else that needs completed in our household. I know when I agreed to stay home that I said I would do everything and now my family has become so used to the fact that I was home that I have to do everything for them. I clean up their dishes, pick up dirty clothes, pick up shoes, and make sure supper is on the table, but now I am finding to difficult to complete these tasks and work. I feel so guilty on a daily basis that I am wondering if it is worth it (the job). I feel as though I am letting my family down by not getting basic things done. I am also not getting to the gym like I want to and feel like I am never going to get into shape. I guess I should probably stop moaning and work on different routines to help me get everything accomplished. I guess I just needed to vent a little. It's hard to find someone to talk to when you have moved far away from your family and your dh is a workaholic. It usually leaves me with only my son or dog to talk to and neither one of them cares. Oh well, I guess I will just leave this to whomever reads it and hope that I am not the only one who ever feels this way.